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EngrBohn Highlie Posts: 686 |
posted January 28, 2002 11:00
With the thread last week about "nice geeks", I decided to dig out a piece I wrote my sophomore year in college. I wrote while being frustrated at my reputation as a Nice Guy and how it tended to result in girl friends but not girlfriends. I wrote it about six months before I met Caryl, and after she'd read it (months later), she remarked that she wouldn't have considered dating me if I weren't a Nice Guy. Reading over it today, I notice a couple generalizations that may stick in some people's craws, so to explain them: regarding the "Plain Jane implies intelligent", that was based on the deduction that a girl at a university who wasn't concerned about her looks had to be there because she was interested in academics; regarding the comment about liberals, well let's just say I had a narrower world-view twelve years ago. Without furthe ado... Soliloquy of a Nice Guy (all names other than my own have been changed) "You sure do talk a lot when you're drunk," Joe comments to Kelly. Bohn's a Nice Guy. That's what she said. Bohn's a Nice Guy. I've always been trying to be a Nice Guy, but now that someone's said that I'm a Nice Guy, it suddenly no longer has the same appeal it used to.
"I don't want to be a Nice Guy. I want to be a Hot Stud," I insist. The other four insist that I should just stay a Nice Guy. Great, I should just stay a Nice Guy. They don't know how frustrating it is to be a Nice Guy. I still feel the same desires every other male feels. But more than that, I feel another need. Whenever I feel lonely, which isn't too infrequently, I feel the need to just hold someone and be held. But since being just a Nice Guy doesn't permit me to get close enough to a girl to hold and be held, I have to suffer through this. But no, these people don't seem to realize just how much it hurts. I can hear the sound of the party as we approach it. I can't tell how may people are there; I just hope it isn't crowded. Kelly and Sandy are going on about something or other. Maybe I should be paying attention to what they're saying.
Much of the crowd has left to go outside, so I decide to find some people to dance with. I find some people I know, and I start dancing. There's Jennifer and Michelle and a couple other people. Michelle is very much adorned in green. Jennifer is looking particularly - I lean against the hand rail to come as close to seclusion as I can without leaving. I must look ill or something. Steve's coming this way. Suddenly, Sandy starts to cry. I ask her if she wants to talk about it. She shakes her head and mouths "No." I sit there and try to apear as open as I can. Is this about her problems with Joe? Is she nervous with me around? "Would you like me to leave?" I just now notice her beer. She'd had a couple beers before the party, and this near-empty thirty-two cup probably represents her second beer since arriving at the party. Because Bohn's such a God-damned Nice Guy. ------------------ IP: Logged |
Dahak Mini-Geek Posts: 51 |
posted January 28, 2002 11:46
Right on, brother Bohn. Many's been the occasion when I've heard female friends bemoaning the fact that the guys they're currently seeing are *ssholes (or whatever the gripe is) and "Why can't I find a (nice, normal, non-psycho, non-loser, whatever) guy?" Most of the time, I wish I had a neon sign that I could whip out that had the words "RIGHT HERE!" flashing in bright red. ------------------ IP: Logged |
curlysimon Geek Larva Posts: 26 |
posted January 28, 2002 11:57
Imagine if every guy were a Hot Stud and there weren't any Nice Guys... How dull for the women out there. As frustrating as it is, it is merely a label and you are who you are. Trying to be someone who you aren't will merely end up backfiring and end with lots of hurt and pain. IP: Logged |
EngrBohn Highlie Posts: 686 |
posted January 28, 2002 12:38
I'm certainly not now suggesting that being a Nice Guy is bad -- as I said, my wife wouldn't be if I weren't a Nice Guy, and she's made me the happiest man alive (you may feel free to argue that I'm wrong because your wife has made you the happiest man alive, but I'll never concede the argument). And a Nice Guy *is* who I am -- to thine own self, and all that. ------------------ IP: Logged |
macman Neat Newbie Posts: 12 |
posted January 28, 2002 12:50
You hit it right on the head! This is possibly the best essay on being a nice guy that I've ever read. I especially like how you put the real life stuff in there; it makes things less abstract. Great job. ------------------ IP: Logged |
Geordie Super Geek Posts: 148 |
posted January 28, 2002 18:26
Indeed a good essay, although I think it is important to reiterate the lesson you have learned in the intervening years. There really are women out there who appreciate a "Nice Guy" and who would not want you any other way. Of course there are just as many women who have a similar experience as you portrayed in your anecdote. There will always be people who feel that the strengths they have are not valued by the gender they are interested in. With time and effort though I think most people will be well rewarded as apparently you have been. IP: Logged |
Bregalad Super Geek Posts: 203 |
posted January 28, 2002 22:16
Very well written Chris. I think it explains the "dilemma of the nice guy" very well. Thank you for sharing. I hope some day I can challenge you on that happiest man in the world thing. IP: Logged |
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